I was so sure that I'd be able to hop right back on the healthy train once I got back into my routine, but I wasn't prepared for this little lull I'm feeling. It's like the first months of my weight loss I had my California trip to look forward to. I actually had a goal and a deadline. Now I don't have anything so it's like, what's the point? I know I felt good about myself while I was working out and dieting, but after being on vacation and giving into my urges this past week, it also feels sooooooooo good to sit on the sofa, eat chips and cookies and watch seasons of True Blood.
I said I was going to start exercising again this week and I thought it would be easy since I'm not having to worry about working this week, but I have yet to turn on my ExerciseTV. All of my hatred for exercising has resurfaced and I'm just not motivated to get active. I have been planning my dinners like I used to, but I'm still finding myself skipping meals and then snacking on chips because I have the points to use from missing the meal. I'm pretty sure that not how Weight Watchers is supposed to work.
I guess technically I haven't really reached my "goal" weight. I'm still 8 pounds away from that. And I do have a wedding to go to in September, so I could use that as motivation. Lately I just find myself longing to be pregnant again so I can stuff my face and be fat again :/ So hopefully this next week I can get my lazy butt off the sofa and do something that doesn't include shoveling food into my mouth. If anyone has any ideas to get me back into the spirit, let me know! I'm all ears....and buns and thighs if I'm not careful!!
I don't have many pictures of my pregnant belly head one, but I found this one amongst my Mom's pictures from my brothers wedding weekend in Buffalo. This picture was taken exactly 13 days before Ryleigh made her appearance. It's hard to believe that the human body can stretch to that size!! I miss it : (
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